Ok so it wasn't such a small step. And then again it really was. So small. Finally, it was easy. I quit.
I've been desperately unhappy at my job for at least a year, generally unhappy for about the 2 years or so prior. Last week, the straw was finally placed in the basket, the grain sand fell, from the top of the hour glass, and it was over. And I am totally at peace about it.
Having put it in prayer for a long time, and simply thrown it out to the universe at large, I got my answer. I've already started another job. Perfect..no. But finally there are options, and some time to think about things and plan. Time to be able to think about travel, school, other options in life besides sitting in a small padded cubicle surrounded by some seriously unkind, cruel people.
So, yesterday morning began with a 2 hour meeting at the new digs, and then off from high fashion to wearing my hideous hiking pants, and a totally hodgepodge ensemble to slog thru the forest! Yet that contrast felt smoother and more seamless and connected than the way I've been living for sometime now. The great irony is where I worked there were nearly 150 folks at times, not a one of which hiked or biked or did a single one of the things near and dear to my heart. Yesterday, at the end of the meeting a new coworker asked where I was rushing off to, and when I told her, she lit up and said "Oh I've done that trail, it's so pretty this time of year!" Already I feel more like I belong. For the first time in ages.
SO....
Spent the rest of yesterday out on the trails again doing another leg of the Batona Trail. We did 10 miles this time. This leg was from Evans Bridge to Batsto Village. It's been a delight and a joy to watch the progression of fall in the Pine Barrens over the last few weeks. Sadly, I forgot my camera so I've no pics to share, unless my dear friend Richard will give me one! The reds of the last few weeks have shifted to deep rusty browns on the oaks, with tinges of yellow here and there. Always the green of the pines and the laurels. It's really beautiful out there.
Most interesting was the actual variety of woods within the Barrens. We hit a large stand of oaks, and not the scrub variety. Huge tall stately oaks all soldiered together. Then came another of those swampy areas, with an eerie mist hanging over it in the late afternoon light. Onward into a huge area of laurels (can't wait to do this in the spring when they bloom!). Funny but it's hard to call 'em mountain laurel when they're only 110 ft above sea level! The variety of this area never ceases to amaze me. All those years I simply drove thru, as fast as my lead foot would allow, and never really knew what lay in those hundreds and thousands of acres to my right and to my left.
On the way home from the hike, courtesy of the time change, it was really dark. Deer were everywhere. We had no less than five different groups bound across the road on the way back. Definitely kept you on your toes while driving. Everyone I know who's had the misfortune to hit one has ended up with a new car. Not something I want to have to deal with right now.
